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The Hardest Decision You'll Never Make

by Liam McFarland

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1.
Fruit 01:33
Hello, how are you? It's been a while since we've talked I've been wondering, would I seem Wicked to a wasp Coherency building I fell when I ran Stick ivy to a brick wall Do you behold a man? Black card, no interest Never starting to think about privilege In Hanoi on Christmas Bombs flying while you ate your Crispix But of course without a rifle Theres no purpose in youth Of cosmic, of plenty It cares of nothing but fruit
2.
You're churning your spit You're taking care of it Your burning your entrance You're paying with pensions Do you ever wonder Why you never see green? And do you ever wonder If you'll always be clean? And you wonder why you wonder all the time What if would feel like to be on fire The leaf on your shoulder Is as a nuisance Your body is crumbling Like cherry Fig Newtons And now that you're calloused And you've spent all your blood And you've spent all your money On feeling numb Do you ever wonder Why the sea will be green? You're burning off your hair Just so you can be clean And you wonder why you wonder all the time What if would feel like to be on fire
3.
Jamestown 03:29
I don't know where the money's going I don't know if you're taking it to build the roads I'm better off on my own I don't know what you wanna call 'em All I know is I don't wanna call 'em friend He's got the gun in his hand We're here And I know we'll hang But history will prove itself to me I don't know what you're trading for I bore my breast You took the beavers and you took their fur What's the word? Daddy Willy set him up as mayor Where was I? And where was I the payer in this town? I guess we gotta burn it down We're here And I know we'll hang But history will prove itself to me Do what you want if you want to fight them '67's looking great for our rights, man! Do what you want if you want to indict them 1730s looking great for the white man
4.
Overcoat 03:26
Your favorite overcoat The one you'll always own You've seen it all before You're jaded to the core (You think you're really bleeding) Nihilist insecticide Your mouth is open wide It's clear that you've been hurt You think I've never learned (To see the world as greedy) Spend all night on the run But isn't freedom fun? Your heavy overcoat Come on take back your loan (Cause I don't wanna wear it) My naivete (Is it alright?) Will never know what you've seen (Is it alright) If I love you?
5.
Don’t be afraid of a resolution When the chords are fraught with tension You’d just rather let them cry Today’s not the day for a revolution When I said that all we want is life you said we want to die Drawn on a blackboard with a pencil When the stars are on the ceiling just as soon you’d see a bear But all I want is your attention When I said I wanted to be happy you said that I should care Cause you’re so good You bled for me and now it’s over You want your medal for those wretched years you spent Please tell me how I should believe them When I said I want to know the truth this isn’t what I meant Don’t think you know how to escape it When you said you wanted freedom did you ask to have it fried? Words of the secret sad nirvana When I said I wanted to be sad you said we haven’t died Cause you’re so good Cause I like when the waves Cover up the trees And I like when dirty flowers Hover in the breeze But it hurts that the shifting showers Are turning rotten with disease Cause I like the good fight more than anyone But the sun is still unbothered by the breeze Cause you’re so good
6.
Is This It? 02:52
I wake up daily like I was born Closed eyes, curled up, and warm Bright light from the windowpane If I just lay here will it stay the same? But I wanna know I wanna know If this is it Is this it? I break away, my feet on the floor I’m worth my weight in W-4s Dress in brown, to look like the ground Of the circus tent, and baby I’m your clown but I wanna know I wanna know If this is it Is this it? A pale shape bends Blonde hair, a bright blue smile Loose teeth, a cool kinda kid But it’s alright now I know better than I did But I wanna know I wanna know If this is it Is this it?
7.
All I Want 03:55
All I want Is a little sympathy Once in a while I don't want Your love Or your kindness I just want A little sympathy Fuck! All I want is sympathy Sympathy, sympathy All I want is sympathy Sympathy, sympathy All I want is sympathy Sympathy, sympathy, sympathy All I want is a little money Once in a while I don't want Your love Or your kindness I just want A little money Fuck! All I want is money Give me your money All I want is money Money is all that I want All I need is all I want All I want is money I want money I want money
8.
Bright lipped kids Bound for Harvard and Princeton The cufflinks and coats are An effort to give in To the yellow Of the house that they'll live in The mess in the attic The tile in the kitchen And it's a beautiful Sadistic idea Of what we want And you'd be a beautiful Statistic, my dear If it's what you want Bright lipped kid I'll let you go alone To check off those boxes To hone your throne And it's a beautiful Sadistic idea Of what we want And you'd be a beautiful Statistic, my dear If it's what you want Bright lipped kids Bound for Dartmouth and Princeton The teacher, she taught them The house that they'll live in Is yellow Crowned by bubble decisions The eagle, she called them All epicureans
9.
The Lines 03:27
Please leave the light on When I'm coming home at night I've been working hard And it doesn't feel right You got me You got me this time I'm black and I'm yellow In full living color But between the lines There's a different smile The lines that I saw near your eyes You got me You got me this time I'm scared but I'm digging The house that I'll live in But between the lines There's a different smile The lines that I saw near your eyes Narrow yourself to one word And buy yourself some food with that word
10.
Angelina’s pretty And she likes her mother’s house She grinds on her molars and she buttons up her blouses There time to relax? Her mother says she looks just like a young Demi Moore But when her mother’s working late She’s lying on the floor Angelina, where is your pride? Kissing the linoleum and all the ways you hide From the world Angelina’s 18 now, she thinks that she has grown She took a little nail and then she finally pierced her nose She feels good when she’s dangerous It's her against the world But when her mother’s working late She still lies on the floor Angelina, where is your pride? Kissing the linoleum and all the ways you hide From the world You got out of the water Just as soon as you could swim And I wonder what your mother Wouldn't have to say about this

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wow. here it all is! i don't think i can sum the whole album up in a few paragraphs, so here are some words and phrases: academia, the future, loneliness, complexity, facades, anger, joy.

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released November 29, 2019

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